before i never believed in pretended behaviors
but at this time i do
the moment i smiled at you, laughed with you, talked to you
i assured myself and so i assured you that those are true
so much innocence in me, didn’t notice that there’s an actor in you
now i had proven
by no involvement of experiments just of experiences
that belief is just a belief and will always be a belief
(nohatredoranything)
paulit ulit na pagbabago..
ayoko ng pagbabago
ayoko sa pagbabago..
ang manatili sa ganito
ang gusto ko
pero talo ang gusto sa kailangan
takot ako sa pagbabago!
pero kailangan labanan..
dalawang beses mo mang gustuhin
magkasing timbang man ang ayaw sa kailangan
mananatiling paulit ulit ang pagbabago…
Proving myself. This is what I do, all along! I know, I have been trying this for ages. But who am I to quit? I have to prove to them! correct the wrongs, their false belief.. But I am just a human, who has feelings, who gives up at times,. I got tired of trying and trying, but I still tried. And now, I don’t know if I still can.
i could hardly see it
when realities start to hit
hence, immediately,
i get back to sleep
and live into my dreams..
why?
i can’t write the way you want :’(
While watching..
I loved. I was loved. Him. By him.
But when I said him and him, its not the same.
Two different people, the one being hurt and the other who causes the hurt.
the usual situation, unrequited love.
While watching,..
memories start to play..
theatrical dreams of mine are in motion..no intermission just continuation..
what i wanted to see, to hear, to feel, all present in my imagination
making up a fantasy, hoping it would be my reality,. this is my envision
Yes, it is my vision!
But the show ended,
so as my dreams,..departed
